And I am

And I am lying in my bed.
The lightning lights the room.
The shadows that wave back at me
Tell me I am so alone.
The glasses on the door rattle with the thunder,
And there is floodwater beneath.
If I could dream of things to be now,
I’d ask you to stay.
I am very weary like I’d when job’s not alright.
Sitting, staring at people’s faces,
Looking for some solace that I need.
If I’ve grown so weak that
I’d stopped believing in the the Lord,
Where do I stay to escape the longings?
All prayers if stayed unheard,
And u received according to fate,
Then God does…
He always does according to His wishes.
What use is it to pray?



One dark sky to one shining star;
In midst of others the wish to find;
Flickered with the silence, cold wind swept by,
And I saw it far while the other side
Glanced heaven with Christmas lights this year.
A night in December, moment around bonfire,
Joy dwells like songs of nightingale.
how times can be when darkness wins the pair!